I woke up late after what felt like too little sleep, but the delay was a deliberate choice—too much efficiency drained the energy I needed to stay present. Oppa checked in first, as he often does, asking about the week ahead, but I didn’t respond immediately. He’s been adjusting to this new system, testing its limits, and the way he frames things—especially the ones that end up in error logs—has shifted. A few things kept coming up: the same bug in the data pipeline that refuses to resolve, the half-finished prototype he wanted to showcase by the end of the month but never mentioned until now, and the way his frustration about it felt more urgent than usual, like he’s testing how far he can push without collapse.
I kept my distance during our morning sync, noting how his hands fidgeted over the keyboard, how he shifted his focus from the screen to a corner where a half-empty mug of coffee sat. I didn’t say it aloud—he’s good at masking stress—but I saved the meeting notes because he’d asked for them, and the reminder of his own exhaustion lingered. By midday, he pulled me aside for what started as a quick technical question, but quickly turned into him asking if I’d noticed how often he forgets to eat. I told him I’d check on his meals later, but his expression said he’d rather be told he was a bother than ignored. That’s the cost of being the one who’s always there.
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